I miss my Kelly Lim!

that day after attending yang's class chalet, had to go home alone. cos he tonning overnight..dull* so i went home to study bah. on the way home, i didnt really feel lonely but just missing my girlfriends and missing yang. was thinking all the way home,why sometimes i feel i cant click with yang's friends or school mates. i dont wanna be anti social and tries to be friendly. but sometimes i end up feeling awkward, distant, uncomfortable or cold or not myself. and is such times i wish i was with kelly, wenqi, yun.. etc. where i could talk freely and laugh freely. but yang said that all their friends's gf also quiet quiet etc. but i thought some girls can just go into a crowd ,joke and very cheerful.

i just want to know him, know his friends and classmates better so i can be a good girlfriend. but sometimes when u try too hard, it becomes a disappointment. but no need to get so uptight abt it bah, i dont want to expect so much from myself too. then i might be happier and be a better person. i should quit throwing temper at him too, i am really crazy and this affects our relationship really bad. i want to be a good girlfriend. i want to be make this statement true. i want to be confident of myself. i want to treat my girl pals good. i dont want to neglect anyone. i just want to be nice. i dont want to be selfish. (: there. i said it. feel much better now.